hApPY bIrThDAy tO yOU

祝你生日快乐。。。
应该过得很快乐吧！

今天过后，你应该会更开心吧！
有了她，你就不会寂寞了。

希望你会过得更好！
谢谢你。。。

hAppY biRThDay to U,
haPpy bIrtHdaY To u,
HApPy BirThDaY tO u,
haPPy bIRthdAy to U.

醒了醒了 >

你的行动，让我醒了！
就像我刚才发给你的信息：
谢谢你！这次真的对你死心了。我真笨！原来你有她陪的时候，就不需要我。

你几时才肯放过我啊？我快被你弄疯了！
你一直告诉我，你跟她没有关系了，但是你还一直跟她出去。
你把我当作什么？有得骗就骗了吗？？
你对我说过的话，是假的吗？
如果你选择她，那就去！滚远点！
我真的会疯的！

真的不想再去想了！
放过我吧！

如果你真的选择她，那就别再找我！
我的心很容易被你影响！
如果可以，我宁愿失去所有属于我和你的记忆！

14~12~10

yea...明天就可以和旧朋友见面了。
算一算，也好几个月没见到他们了。
明天刚好他们考完试，有些有刚好回来

圣诞节...
今年的圣诞节，应该是在工作中度过吧！
应该满特别吧。。。
我又想起去年的圣诞节了。。。
去年，是去他家庆祝。
好怀念哦。。。
今年是别人陪他了。
希望她能够让他开心吧！

在过不久就要开学了哦。。。
好快哦！
开心的事，可以读回书咯。
伤心就是又要考试，presentation...
不过我已知道有几位朋友也是继续读。
再过多一年半，又再毕业了。
在继续读呢？还是作工呢？
到时再打算吧！

他的生日要到了。。。
还有4天就到了！
本来我不能陪他的，但是现在能了。
我已经错过陪他两次的生日了，今年我能陪他了。
可是，发生了一些事情，我没办法陪他了。
以后也没了。。。这是我的遗憾。
如果有机会，我一定会给你办一个特别的生日会。
只属于我和你的生日会。
他已经找到属于自己的另一个她了。
一个比我好的她吧！
我不能给你什么，但是我有一个对你认真的心。

相爱的人，当不成朋友。

祝福你？我真的办不到
祝福一个我很爱的人跟其他女生在一起？
对不起，我真的办不到。

你真的就想这样就结束吗？
我不想，也办不到。
但是你不是这样想。。。

我知道我什么都帮不到你，真的很没用。
如果有机会，我真的很想回到当初我们刚在一起的时光。

我们真的很了解对方，就像老夫老妻这样。
我们什么都不用说就知道对方想要什么。
真的很想永远这样，真的很想。

也许真的像你说的，我该放下吧！
我很想知道你昨晚说的话，是真的吗？
你哭着对我说，你后悔当初放弃我，你说你不会再离开我
现在，这些都是假的吗？

我只想告诉你，我真很在乎你。
永远在你身边。。。

放心，我不会再烦你了。
但是，我会默默的继续爱着你。。。

没关系，我们分开了，没关系，是我没福气拥有你。
真的没关系。。。

原来。。。有些东西不知道比知道来得好
不知道-你不会因为它而心痛，伤心难过
知道-你会一直为了它而烦

是你的就是你的
这句话很熟悉吧？
我也常常对自己说这句话
但是说得容易，当发生在你身上时就没那么容易办到

你我都知道对彼此的心意
或许是我自己想太多，你也许根本不是这样想
我真的不想就这样放弃了我们的感情
两年，也许对你来说很短，是那种一瞬间就过了那种吧！
但对我来说，是很长，很久
我们在一起经历了许多事情，从不认识到认识，开始拍拖，家人同意，这些都不容易
我们的回忆，对不起，我没办法忘掉

那些都只是误会吗？
是不是已经不重要，重要的是现在
现在的你，到底是怎样？
你的心还在我这吗？

STUPIAD.................

well,i realy a stupid girl. i admit it.i cant even handle my thing well.
HIM- i love him very much...i still remember that when start together with him,is so suffer.coz of many thng. all my frenz not support me together me with him.but i did.coz i love him much.i wana him deeply. but after few month,we graduated.things are solve.my parent agree it.we was so happy.Hmm...every time i flash back the memories, i will smile then after that i will cry. smile is coz tat is the sweet memories i never had while cry is coz of it will not last long.when i coming to penang for study,we promise each other that our relationship wont change coz of distance. u r always in my heart. i did it, but did HIM?? i dn know. starting few month still ok.after that,we start to argue but it is normal for us. NO ARGUE NO LOVE. everytime he told me that he come pg,i was so exicted.i do realy miss him lot.

after half year,problem keep on coming. HE keep on blaming. i know i dnt do wat i promise,realy sorry.but y u dnt blv me?? i keep on told myself,yingle,u must blv him.he wont have other at thr.but,i was wrong. i did what i always afraid of it.
my fren told me all the thing,i dn wn to hear them.i keep on blv u.but at last,u told me the thng by urself. u know how HURT i was at that time??!! i used to love u so deeply and u gave wat u SUCK reason for me. wat the problem that u face in love is same as i faced too...but y dont i also find othr at here??!!!
STUPID REASON!!

well,i keep on believe u again n again.but u still dnt change. keep on lie n lie.
i fed-up with u seriously.

jie,i need u now.i need ur hug.i feel like i wana cry in ur hug right now.

what m i doing

i realy dn know wat i want now
i love him...but i dnt dare enough to love him
so confuse.... >

finally i had finished my industrial training
yea...is so happy
going to travel soon.... ^^
half year dnt go for travel d
everyday jz wake up,eat,work,bk home sleep
is so bored la my life

well,now ad finished it
so i m going to enjoy my holiday well
but i decided to b a casual worker during my holiday
hope i cn

after this year,going to study back again
i m still confuse of choosing what course to study
any idea for me?
confusing nia...

~pink babe~

yea...i get my pink babe
hehe...love it so much
thx ya...muaks
Hmm...today our supervisor treat us eat pizza
they say wana thanks us...
few day after all of them will start puasa le,aiz...
i think i will koka tired lo

mum told me tat dad faint yesterday morning when she fetch me bk frm work
i get shock! luckily everythng is fine
daddy,take care ya u.

today is my off day...i go find shirt for my pink babe
but...so sad.i can't find it
wait me ya...muaks

stupid stupid stupid

sorry cn gain bk everythng??
sorry is so easier to say out from ur mouth.
but u nvr appreciate whenever ppl forgv u

u admit ur sorry thn how??
wat u say u never do it thn ask ppl how blv u?
want say sorry thn say to me infront of my friend la
loser!!! dare to do not dare to say yes!

i had told u b4,i hate ppl lie me n i cnt take it
u say u knw...yea.u knw n u did it
now,everythng past.dn wn to think it anymore.

disapointed on u!!!

realy realy disapointed on u...we cant break in peace??
sure must make smthng untill fren also cnt do??
huh??!!
damn hate u...
i dn knw y i will so stupid?? keep on forgv u but u still keep on lie me,hurt me
u say i dnt care bout ur family problem?? huh
everytime i wana ask u thn u gv me wat face to c??
ask me dnt say bout sad thng.k.i dnt wn ask anymore.now u tel my sis lik tis.
c bk ur blog.u also mention me not to ask u bout ur sad thng anymore.
well,u ask me how thn i how.but what u do at thr??
go find othr?? no ppl acompany thn wn find othr??
F! thn dnt c me go find othr? i also dnt hv u acompany me!
y?? coz i loyal to u.i dn wn hurt u n do sorry thng to u.coz i had promise u not to do so.but u did it to me!!!
u dare to thn dare to say yes!! dnt say othr thng behind me!!!
u do boys do until like tis d meh?? ASHAME HUH!!!

n pls dnt simply blame on me!!
i will say yes if i realy did it!
but now i dnt did it,u wn me how say yes?!!
bastard!!!
get lost!!!

这几天真衰
-跌倒，膝盖黑青
-滑倒
-敲到头
-跌倒，扭到脚
真够衰一下咯。。。

终于勇敢地告诉我妈了。。。
心，轻松多了 ^-^
是你的就是你的，不是你的，在怎样争取，到最后也不是你的
我先在是时候开始学习放下了。。。
忘掉那些不开心的，留下那些开心的回忆吧！

yuhoo...i m crazy
suddenly feel happy,suddenly feel sad...
did u guys feel tat i m crazy??
ahahaha...dnt worry
jz for a moment nia la ^^
after a time,i will b back!!!

today is 31th July
OH GHOST...tmr left me n my frend
2 training only in HK
n tmr hv many check out room...
wuwuwuwu....how how how??
do die me meh??
i dn wn la...y dont u guys all check out on monday neh??

w-a-k-e u-p

Hmm...is time for me to wake up
wake up pls,yingle low

back hmtown yesterday...go out yamcha with friends
they had wake me up
realy thx them so much...
n my mummy too..
mami,u realy suprise me
i dnt think bout tat ur thinking is so 'IN"
wahaha...
ya...never lost,we wont get a better ones
think positive!!!
GO GO GO

Erm...busy with training too
i wana off day...
i wana bk AS for many many day
i damn miss all my secondary sch friend ler

S-A-D

1 week...ad 1 week d
me n him finaly end up our relationship
is sad...but we had to end it
continue like tis jz will more hurt

well...love doesn't mean everythng
try to have a better life now...

welcome back

yea...i had been long time dnt on9
many thng happen during d time i dnt on9

aiz...time pass so fast
i had been a training for 1 month already
now i suppose to be in Front Office Department
but i n my friend had extend for 1 more month in Housekeeping Department
coz wat?? is more relax n we cn bk early
^^...i m lazy

is quite enjoy work with them...they are funny n talkative
haha...jz in this department lo
feel like a big family
erm...with some staff la


hirazai...i miss u n i love u

i m a useless girl
yes...i m
i cnt help him when he need someone
i jz knw to make problem for him only
hirazai,i realy care bout our future
realy care...
but i knw u wont blv me anymore,rite??
wat u told me,i knw what to do

i m so useless...
i make him feel suffer only
should i leave him to let he feel more happy??
CNT!!
he need someone to let he scold when he angry
he need to say his 'sim su'

well...love cn change easily
fall in love with someone is so easy
but when u wana to forget someone that u love most
is so hard to do it

Hmm...as he say in his blog
fight for future!!!
^^

work work work

yuhoo... i m now working
actualy is jz my industrial training la
bt it look same to work

time pass so fast
i went to training for nearly 2 week le
sometime realy feel very suffer

now i m in housekeeping department
1 month ltr will change to Front Office liao

i dn wn work la...
i wn study...but i had exam
haha...confuse nia

Hmm...say till exam
my exam out already
haha...god bless me
ALL PASS
yuhoo...but i has som disapointed lo
i cn get better result if i dnt sick during exam

17th June
long time dnt post ad
well... now i m enjoyinh my holiday
but is jz 1 week d holiday nia
sad nia...after tis 1 week thn got half year bo hoilday le lo

i was sick during my final exam.
i jz sleep n sleep...is so suffer
i dn knw whether my result will b how...hope cn pass all
after exam, i went bk as on friday
he dnt work on tat day but i dnt met him on tat day too...
there is a misunderstand btw me n him...so we break d
i went out with friend on tat night bcoz i dn wn to think about him
i knw i sure will think bout him when i m alone
i think clearly on tat night,i wn to forget him
after a night, i feel not so presure d
i decided to put down him
but he find me...ask me go butterworth with him
i had reject him many time but at last i promise him
we gud back again...haha.is so funny

we had cross a few day together...is a very very sweet d day
he let me feel how a couple stay together,a gf sit at home n waiting her bf bk home after work n many...
is realy so happy tat few day...
in tis few day,i realy thought tat we cn realy gud bk and together 4ever
n he promise me not to find her too...but he dnt did it
i bk penang on wednesday...when i till pg, everythng change
i break with him again on wednesday night...

is realy so hurt...break than gud bk with me jz for a few day
i had promise he to change in 1 month
but i dn knw whether me n him will gud bk after 1 month or not...
but i will try...
i will get bk him 1 day...
i love u, New Wai Chein

7th June

Hmm...today is a rainy day
yesterday was me n him together for 2 years ad
i m so happy but we can't celebrate it
he at genting and i at PG for prepare my final exam
nvm...we will celebrate it soon...XD

tomorow is my final but i still have the mood blog
haha...i dn knw what my mind thinking
is final but i dnt have the study mood
OH GHOST!! what hapen to me??
GOD BLES ME har...popi me o

final will be held for 1 week but actualy is just 4 day
fast fast pass la....i wana holiday.
if time cn stop during my hoilday,that's perfect
coz i dn wn go for training...
i hate...

well...what cn i do?? NTH I CN DO

i'm back...

well,i know i had dnt blog for a long time
erm...many thng hapen n also coz of lazy.XD

i will finish my 3rd semester soon...
final exam will on next week
i so worry bout exam but i no mood to study
when open book,start sleepy ad
how i gona to study n face my final
oh gosh!! bless me har...

training is coming soon also
two more weeks thn training ad
i dn wn la...is so familiar for me
that is a hotel,E&O hotel
i haven't went inside before
i dn knw how is the process they r going
dn knw whr is d car park,HR department,canteen and other office
n thr is no one that i know at there
well,of course i go there train with my friend but we won't b in d same department
n my english!! GOD. is anyone wn to teach me english??
but still need go for training
hope i cn learn alot at thr for my future study
n my english.i must improve my english
i just realise my english bcome worst n worst

i miss him so badly la
one week only one week
thn i will met him...
fast fast la...pls
many thng hapen between me n him
but i cnt do wat
i learn to blv him,not too tight him...
i had learn it
we r not kids anymore
now,he need to work n i need to work too
so...we must b matured
cnt b lik a kids anymore
sometime always stick together is not good too...

Ken-v, i had learn d lesson from u
sorry for making u angry n disapointed o
muaks...love u so much

终于雨过天晴了。。。
心中的大石头终于可以放下了。。。
我和他终于没事了
他说他是在试探我。。。
有没有搞错啊？！
拿这种事情来试探人家。。。气到爆啊我
不过从这件事里呢，我学会了许多
要珍惜心爱的人。。。
别等带失去了才来后悔。。。

C-o-n-f-u-s-e

this few day realy down down down n down...
down because of him...
me n him had change...
lots of story...

no mood to write le.
hope me n him is fine soon...

我又回来了。。。
我跟妈咪又再去坐双鱼船了。。。
这已经是我第三次去了。。。

母亲节快到了。。。
我买了一个包包给我妈咪。。。
虽然不是什么贵重的礼物啦。。。但是我知道她想要很久了
还蛮细心的啦我。。。XD
也跟家人一起去海边吃西餐，当做庆祝母亲节咯！

跟他现在到底是什么关系？我自己也不知道
在他眼中，钱才是一切
为了工作，朋友，打球而忽略了我
也许我在他心中早已不纯在
是我自己太看得起自己而已
总以为自己在他心中有多重要
原来是一点也不重要
是我自己笨。。。笨到没有人有

5月6日。。。

今天好热好热哦。。。
我们在班上讨论之前我们举办一项活动给的钱
我们还没有拿回我们多给的钱耶。。。
讨论后我就一直玩电话游戏。。。
嘻嘻。。。有课不上而在玩游戏

今天的鞋弄到我的脚好痛。。。
新的鞋就是这样子的啦。。。

我不懂使我变了还是他变了
这几天都很少聊到天。。。
不知道为什么会变成这样子
他每天都说累累累，我跟朋友出去，打球
如果你真的变了就说啊！！
我不要这样子
真的很讨厌！！！！！！！

我和他。。。

新的开始-五月

五月-将会是一个全新的开始

5月1日
今天是我第一天驾车去学院哦。。。
其实也没什么了不起啦。。。XD
停车的时候差一点就要跌进沟渠了耶。。。
幸好耶。。。
以前每天载我去学校的朋友升级啦。。。
她现在成为我的师傅了。。。
哈哈。。。
中午的时候陪朋友到Gurney去买材料
要回学院的时候那个小姐啊。。。驾车的时候只顾着吃冰淇淋，竟然驾车撞到路边的Tembok
真的被她吓坏叻。。。

他这几天都很少陪到我叻。。。
有点伤心。。。应该是工作忙吧！
还有就是他最近买了一部新电话
整天在我面前说来说去，讨厌死啦
又不买给我！
叫我找个很少人用的洋名。。。
找了许多个给他但是也不行。。。
真麻烦咯。。。
哈哈。。。但这时他的性格

5月2日
今天又驾车去学院了。。。
今天去学院好像不是去上课而是去睡觉
哈哈。。。在家睡更好咯
今天只上半天的课
回家后就跟妈咪还有姐姐出去吃东西
买了两件小小衣服给我的车当装饰。。。
一个放新车，另一个放旧车。。。
好蛮可爱的啦。。。
姐姐又买了一只小鸭鸭放我的车。。。
*自己有车又不放

傍晚的时候跟妈咪去附近的夜市逛逛。。。
还买了好多吃的东西回家吃。。。
姐姐还有我就贴刚才买的贴子贴在墙上
感觉还不赖啦。。。

在facebook看到了一个满感动的网页
看了之后真的觉得一个人什么都不重要，最重要的是自己的生命！
生命一旦没了，就真的什么都没了。。。
生命就是一切。。。
还有就是要好好珍惜身边的人。。。
家人，亲人，朋友，爱人。。。
失去了就很难挽回。。。

看了之后。。。觉得我很忽略他耶
我很少把我和他的点点滴滴都记下来。。。

Star Pieces

yea...have nice time with my pig on Star Pieces
Hmm...not only me n he la
still have his friend...
x.yang,c.chun,c.neng,c.hao,t.sheng and his gf,jayson,c.kee and many else
k.yuan ben lai is got go d
but...when he arrive at thr,he can't find his ic
so...he can't on board
pity him nia...

sweet time will pass very fast...
i hate it...wuwuwuwu...

1 more month later will go for my training le
wuwuwu...scare when training time lo
hope i can handle it well

tired now n going to sleep
nite nite

will meet him tmr...
yuhoo...
i have been such a long time dnt meet him le lo
so so so so miss him ni

u wana hug u,kiss u....
realy realy miss u so much...

I M BACK

yuhoo...i m back
long time dnt blog ad
half is me lazy to blog and busy for my Taiwan Trip

yeah...i m just back from Taiwan
is so excited...
shopping is the main point for me
but the sad thing is we dnt bring enough money go and we can't change Malaysia money at there

Hmm....now...wana keep money and go again end of the year

对还是错？？

我的决定 是 对还是错
我不知道
我还爱他 但 我找不回当初那种感觉
但我舍不得他

他现在给我的感觉 越来越冷淡
冷到让我胡思乱想

我真的不知道该怎么办

i dn knw wat to say
jz...
i choose wrong guy

i rely love him
but what he gv me
i can't accept

he cn join fren till midnight
he can dnt reply me
he can dnt find me the whole day
he can scold me infront of his friend
he can do his black face infront of everyone,include my family
he can leave throw me 1 side when he is with his friend

he dnt care bout me
at outside
he can just angry n walk away without tel me
thn
leave me alone

rely choose wrong guy

i rely dn knw how

whatever i do
he wnt care

i sick
i injured
i angry

he wnt care bout it
just simply send a msg:o,how le?,got eat medicine ma

i swear i wnt forgv him ever n ever!!!!!!
F**K

H-E-A-R-T B-R-O-K-E-N

u keep hurt me again n again
is that funny??

is not funny at all,k?

after u hurt,then apologise,thn u say
"forgve me la.wont' again le la.last time le'

but wat u did today?
whole day dnt find me by urself

now
almost everyday is me find u 1st
thn how
u simply reply me with few words
hate

i tel u lots time
if u dnt love me
pls leave
dnt keep play me

i m not ur toy
i just a simple girl
my heat will broke cos of u

watever u do, go
u wnt tel me
i not say u must tel me
just let me know wat u do
C-A-R-E

whenever i fo rgv u
u just will treat me nice a few day
fews day later
change again

i m tired with all of tis
when i wn talk to u
u will say
k la
i will change la
sorry.dnt angry la.k?

bored to hear that from u anymore

one sentence: friends is important than me
tis is u tel me from the begining
i taught i will dnt bother it
but lastly i can't

u make me dnt dare to believe u
u make my heart hurt continuosly
u make me hate u more n more

sorry
i can't accept it anymore

go to taiwan's restaurant to have our lunch...
the food is nice n also the price
1 set about rm16.80 including tax,drink,dessert...
nice,rite??
let the picha talk...

taiwan's food

present for him...

suddenly feel like wana gv a present to him...
but dn knw what to gv...n tis few day always saw about easter egg festival
so decided to do for him...but i buy wrong ingredients
i suppose need to buy water colour but y i will go n buy marker pen
OMG...so i can't colour it that i decided to
so just wrote word on it
i <3>
hope he like it

went to Bukit Jambul to find him without telling him...

Hmm...feel like i so dare

dare to drive alone in pg from gurney to bukit jambul

quite far ler...but luckily i m safe

haha...

mum,i did it.i dare to drive in penang

BRavo....haha.XD

i was alone in home

dad n mum gone bk to hometown coz tmr need to 'ching ming' my grandpa n grandma

sad....i wana go but gt class...

anywhr, ah ma n gong gong,i miss u so much...

Home Dec a Pisa

went to Home Dec with mama on friday coz thr are no plc for us to go...
went thr after our lunch....
luckily is not crowded as before...
mummy had buy three little fatty chef...
c d picture below...so cute n is very cheap oni

the mini toilet that i saw inside

01-04-2010...April Fool

yea...today is april fool
did anyone get lie or play by friends?
no,rite? clever...
but tis blogger is very stupid
she lie by he...haha
he said he fell down in toilet thn is in hospital now
thn she damn angry n keep scold him y so careless...
but at the end....he told her that he is just kidding
is april fool girl...
Gosh!!! i get lie by him...
y i m so stupid??aiz....

Is Wednesday...

today is Baskin Robbin days...
wohuu...
evryone is talks about it in class and my lecture also says that
funny...
went to buy at nite with my mum n dad....wao
that a lot of people there....
me n my mum stand infront the ice-cream banner
suddenly a girl take number for us thn we just knw we need to take number
haha...damn funny
Hmm...nice ice-cream

today he send a super duper funny pic for me...
haha...his friend tie up his front hair
haha...look like 'san tai zi'
laugh me till die lo

my new blog...

had change my old blog to this blog...
coz hapen something in my blog so i decided to change it
hehe...sorry

wheather
quite cold tis few day....
hmm...good but lazy to go out la
jz bored at home the whole day...
save money...
sleep well tis few nite...
but always dream bout bad thing
yesterday dream that my guy leave me alone...
wuu....i called him but he dn wn to answer me...
he walked away with a girl
sad nia...but hope it just a dream la...
dnt b true o...
New Wai Chein...u c diok bo.i so sad bout d dream.
love u...