a new start??

Hmm....i think this time i can realy let go
oppsss!! i cant!
he is so much inportant for me
i jz believe him!!
chein,i believe u!!

what other people say,i dont care!!
i wont believe!!
i choose to believe u as b4!!

mayb u are trying to do something to let me forget u
but u know my pattern,right??
what i want,i will get it!!
u also same!!
how u make me hurt or how,i still waiting.
when u hurt me,is realy hurt.

we now just friend....
u have her at ur side right now,so i wont worry u.
at least got a ppl will take care bout u.

one n a half year still remain??
it will still remain in my heart.
truely!!
is my dream.
mayb u have forget it!!

anyway,i dn knw what u do for me to let me so love u!!
haha...
mayb she realy did much thing that i realy cant do for u.
mayb i lose,but i wont gv up.

NWC, i love u.

thinking HIM

y my brain jz full with ur things??

wherever i do, all the things will remind me about u

my mum ask bout u...

tis make me more hurt,u know?

she let me think all our past

now jz left u say 'yes'

everything will like b4 if u say 'yes'

放下吧！

我受伤了，真的伤了！
我伤得好痛！
为什么你要对我那么好？
对我好然后又来伤我！

对还是错？

我做错了吗？
我的决定错了吗？
我只是很爱你，想永远跟你在一起
有这么难吗？
我不想就这样轻易放弃我们的感情
为什么就要这样对我呢？

不管别人怎样说你，我都相信你
我知道你不是那种人
虽然你有一种很难忍的坏脾气，讨人厌的口气
整天喜欢跟我斗嘴，吵架，弄我生气
可是如果没有这些，我还真的不习惯

我故意一直烦着你，是为了听你的声音
想念你骂我的样子
想你的名字在我的电话上出现

说好的约定，能实现吗？
那晚你哭着对我说：
等我把事情弄好，我就会去找你。
你对我说对不起，让我受了那么多委屈。
是真的吗？

你曾经在你的部落格里说
你很爱我，不想失去我
那现在呢？还是一样吗？

我知道我以前总是忽略你
不够关心你
对不起，我知错了！

现在的我只能继续等你
等待我们说好的未来
别再骗我，好吗？

请允许我打给你，因为我想听你的声音
我信息你，因为我希望看到你的信息
我关心你，因为我想知道你最近过得好不好
我见你，因为我想看看你有没有肥去
我送你礼物，没什么原因，就是想送给你
好吗？

梁先生，我爱你！

谢谢你还爱着我
可是我不能跟你在一起

我很怕我自己又受伤
我受的伤已经够多了，够深了

我真的放不了你
等我，好吗？
事情解决了，我们可以在回一起吗？

我知道你不会信我的

H.I.M

i still love him....yes.very love
but i cannot stay back together with him
i scare....
i dn knw when he will lie me again
i try so hard to believe him but...
he did me disapointed on him

i wish to meet him everyday,every moment
but i scare the time when i getting back home
i dn wn to get away from his side

i wish to together back with him
but i scare...
i scare he will lie me again
is very hurt

everytime when i try to believe him
at last, he will make me hurt deeply

u can treat me well at the moment but at the other moment
u changed
u change to another person

well...
i realy dn knw what i want
n dn knw what u want

sorry for i dnt do my promise to u
sorry....