STUPIAD.................

well,i realy a stupid girl. i admit it.i cant even handle my thing well.
HIM- i love him very much...i still remember that when start together with him,is so suffer.coz of many thng. all my frenz not support me together me with him.but i did.coz i love him much.i wana him deeply. but after few month,we graduated.things are solve.my parent agree it.we was so happy.Hmm...every time i flash back the memories, i will smile then after that i will cry. smile is coz tat is the sweet memories i never had while cry is coz of it will not last long.when i coming to penang for study,we promise each other that our relationship wont change coz of distance. u r always in my heart. i did it, but did HIM?? i dn know. starting few month still ok.after that,we start to argue but it is normal for us. NO ARGUE NO LOVE. everytime he told me that he come pg,i was so exicted.i do realy miss him lot.

after half year,problem keep on coming. HE keep on blaming. i know i dnt do wat i promise,realy sorry.but y u dnt blv me?? i keep on told myself,yingle,u must blv him.he wont have other at thr.but,i was wrong. i did what i always afraid of it.
my fren told me all the thing,i dn wn to hear them.i keep on blv u.but at last,u told me the thng by urself. u know how HURT i was at that time??!! i used to love u so deeply and u gave wat u SUCK reason for me. wat the problem that u face in love is same as i faced too...but y dont i also find othr at here??!!!
STUPID REASON!!

well,i keep on believe u again n again.but u still dnt change. keep on lie n lie.
i fed-up with u seriously.

jie,i need u now.i need ur hug.i feel like i wana cry in ur hug right now.

what m i doing

i realy dn know wat i want now
i love him...but i dnt dare enough to love him
so confuse.... >

finally i had finished my industrial training
yea...is so happy
going to travel soon.... ^^
half year dnt go for travel d
everyday jz wake up,eat,work,bk home sleep
is so bored la my life

well,now ad finished it
so i m going to enjoy my holiday well
but i decided to b a casual worker during my holiday
hope i cn

after this year,going to study back again
i m still confuse of choosing what course to study
any idea for me?
confusing nia...